April happenings

Hey people! I'm sorry for leaving this blog dead for a long time because i'm busy with work and fun! Hahaha! Sometimes i think the things i say and the things i do are contradicting. on one hand i'm saying time is not enough, i need more time etc.. but on the other hand i'm having fun, going out with my friends. I need to control.

Last week's assembly was the first time i went up onto the stage to receive an award, with more than 200 students looking at me. it was kind of like.. awkrwad? I was really nervous, though. in fact i am afraid that i might burst out laughing! hahha. Still, it ended smoothly. i'm actually shocked to hear the claps and cheers from my friends. thanks so much people. This little encouragement means a lot to me, whether you know it or not. Thank you. I love you guys.

so yes, went to a couple of places this weeek and i'm going to just blog yesterday's outing with lots and lots of photos! We hit town yesterday, from jurong east to bugis, bugis to orchard, orchard to boon lay...
7 APRIL 2012
We started off at jurong east. the newly opened mall, JCube...

 Me and Celine!

 Bryan and Yonghao!

 ice skating~ we wanted to skate but looking at the queue, we decided not to skate anymore.

 eat at Taipei! i dined here with my family today! food was okay, just not worth the price..

Next stop: BUGIS! Decided to go there because Bryan and Yonghao wanted to play pool. heeehhee. i love bugis!

 In the train!

 Rainingggg..

 WE ARE THE Subcrew

 MICHELLE ZHUANG! With her ang moh boyfriend LOLOL

She's so skinnny :(

Walked through the street...

 o__O

 \0_0

LOLOL..

Went to the billard room..looking at bryan and yonghao playing, and we took photos!

 mirror mirror on the wall

 wahh like a pro

 us!

 twistt

 WAH SEE HER EYES!

 hahahaha my fishballs on my face

 LOL PEDO LOOK.

JIEMING'S FACE CRAMP LOL

 :(

 o_O

Wwahhh shuaiii!

 :D

 the city never sleeps~

 wooo like a pro

 trying to learn how to play..

 HAHAHA I'M A FLOWER GIRL \^_^/

 Sleeeeping?!

 OKAY THIS IS CUTE HAHAHAA :P

 I TOOK THIS PICTURE!!

 can you read?

meee and celine!

Okay so after this.. we WALKED TO ORCHARD!! :)

SOTA.
it rained halfway so we had no choice but to bus there...
Cineleisure!

 like small kid LOL

 >_<

 guess what i saw in scape!!!

Dinner...

 Wanted to eat this but it's like very expensive...

 We chose this instead!

While waiting for the food to arrive...

hehehe our food arrived!

 STINGRAY!

HEHEHE MY FAVOURITE!!

Okay now the fun part.. trying out in posting numbers 1 to 10 with my cute face HAHAHA ok lets start.
TRY 1

 1 HHAHA

 2

 3

4

5

6

7

 8

 9

 10 (LOL)

TRY 2 (in the bus, to jieming's house)

1

 2

3. HAAH BATMAN

4

5

 6

7 HAHA HANDSOME RIGHT ^^

8

 9. HAHA HAND LIKE CRAMP LIDDAT. sorry i really cant make nine with my fingers!

10!
 HEHEHEE.

 HAHA acting cute infront of the mirror and the making of center parting

 HAHA! center partingggg

us

 HEHEEH I THINK THIS IS CUTE! duck face HAHA!

 Hhaha! my blur faceee.

 FLOWERHEAD. CENTER PARTING.

I CANT STOP LAUGHING AT THIS LOLOOLOL!!!

Before going to sleeeeep!

JUST AWAKE LOOK :)

So basically to summarise it was a really fun day!! esp at jieming's house hahaha :)
School reopens for ITE! so sadd :P But it's also a sign for us to say that, it's time to really get serious on studies. i hope they will be really studying hard and not slacking!! for me, i am going to concentrade on my studies for SA1, upcoming prelims and N'Levels...
and swear, have fun after nlvls.

There are things i know i should let go but somehow i didnt. It's not i can't, but it's i choose not to. i'm letting myself getting hurt for no reason. yes, i'm this stubborn.

Toodles, see ya around!

Hmmm?

Hey! im back to blogging again. notice i seldom keep my blog updated? its because i'm busy with my work (and games..) till i am really lazy to blog something. and yeah, march holidays ended in a blink of an eye. and what's upcoming next will be homeworks, EXAMS. SA1 examinations are super early this year. just a month after march holidays! And recently i'm getting sick and tired of school. It's really tiring and i'm afraid i can't stand it any longer. Sometimes i really wonder what in life i'm actually living for. Everyday, going to school, waiting for the weekends to rest. weekends, staying at home, waiting for weekdays to go to school. i dont have a goal in life! i dont even know what i want to be in the future! What am i working hard for? I hate doing things without a goal/purpose, i tend to feel that im just doing it for the sake of doing it! Why am i studying so hard? I dont even know what i wanna be in the future! Like if i'm studying for a purpose like for example, become a doctor in the future, i will have the motivation to push myself further! But now what? i have nothing! I have no goals, no motivation, so what should i do in my life?!

My results are deteriorating, too. i dont get why, perhaps i've been slacking off too much this year and i feel that it's hard to get back on track. getting good results aint difficult, maintaining is the hard, and stressful part. dealing with teachers, parents, and myself's expectation, i cant afford to fail. I have my own expectations to get, and i am afraid these expectations are the main reasons why i fail - i\ve been putting too much efforts on myself that i cant take it. Having all these said, i still want to thank people who have always been encouraging me - my friends and family..

Happy birthday!

So ya, i'm back here blogging again. went for jieming's belated bday party @ his house and it was a blast! stayed over at his place and went house the next afternoon haha. yesss this post will be a spam of photos!

 Ryan and Bryan.
 P/S: Did i said before that i think Bryan is very handsome?!

 See who's that act cool guy behind me.

 weeee new dp

 just bathedd.

 wee group photos!

 :D

 Someone wanna box meh.

 strumming on my guitar

Happy bdayyy jieeeeming!

 cut cake cut.

 me and Clarissa!

arghhhh.

 *twisssst*

 FOOD FOOOOD FOOOOOOOOD!

 again, me and Clarissa.

me and Jieminggg! (i think i look fat and looks like i have bunny teeeeth, meh.)

half-alseep also must pose. ok can. LOL.

 stillllll alseeeep.

 hmmm?

 me and Yonghaoo!

 yay.

 agn, me and Yonghao. (why give that ahbeng look?)

 heh, heh, heh.

tar.

it was fun and funny! sad thing was i failed to bash jieming cos the cake WAS HARD. ROAR. lucky you.
i like late night talks. we tend to talk a lil too much! hahaha. yeah, this is the best part of staying over someone's else place. i hope there will be more chances like these to catch up with them sooon! ^^

i think i was classified as 'crazy' to my friends because of my cheerfulness and literally, craziness. hhahaha! i think its better this way. some people may freak out by my craziness but if you know me well hehehehe, you wont! :p just random thoughts!
P/S: sometimes, you laugh/smile doesn't you're happy.

HEH. HERE COME MY MARCH HOLIDAYS! WEEEEEEEEEE. 

toodles! :)