Hmmm?

Hey! im back to blogging again. notice i seldom keep my blog updated? its because i'm busy with my work (and games..) till i am really lazy to blog something. and yeah, march holidays ended in a blink of an eye. and what's upcoming next will be homeworks, EXAMS. SA1 examinations are super early this year. just a month after march holidays! And recently i'm getting sick and tired of school. It's really tiring and i'm afraid i can't stand it any longer. Sometimes i really wonder what in life i'm actually living for. Everyday, going to school, waiting for the weekends to rest. weekends, staying at home, waiting for weekdays to go to school. i dont have a goal in life! i dont even know what i want to be in the future! What am i working hard for? I hate doing things without a goal/purpose, i tend to feel that im just doing it for the sake of doing it! Why am i studying so hard? I dont even know what i wanna be in the future! Like if i'm studying for a purpose like for example, become a doctor in the future, i will have the motivation to push myself further! But now what? i have nothing! I have no goals, no motivation, so what should i do in my life?!

My results are deteriorating, too. i dont get why, perhaps i've been slacking off too much this year and i feel that it's hard to get back on track. getting good results aint difficult, maintaining is the hard, and stressful part. dealing with teachers, parents, and myself's expectation, i cant afford to fail. I have my own expectations to get, and i am afraid these expectations are the main reasons why i fail - i\ve been putting too much efforts on myself that i cant take it. Having all these said, i still want to thank people who have always been encouraging me - my friends and family..

Happy birthday!

So ya, i'm back here blogging again. went for jieming's belated bday party @ his house and it was a blast! stayed over at his place and went house the next afternoon haha. yesss this post will be a spam of photos!

 Ryan and Bryan.
 P/S: Did i said before that i think Bryan is very handsome?!

 See who's that act cool guy behind me.

 weeee new dp

 just bathedd.

 wee group photos!

 :D

 Someone wanna box meh.

 strumming on my guitar

Happy bdayyy jieeeeming!

 cut cake cut.

 me and Clarissa!

arghhhh.

 *twisssst*

 FOOD FOOOOD FOOOOOOOOD!

 again, me and Clarissa.

me and Jieminggg! (i think i look fat and looks like i have bunny teeeeth, meh.)

half-alseep also must pose. ok can. LOL.

 stillllll alseeeep.

 hmmm?

 me and Yonghaoo!

 yay.

 agn, me and Yonghao. (why give that ahbeng look?)

 heh, heh, heh.

tar.

it was fun and funny! sad thing was i failed to bash jieming cos the cake WAS HARD. ROAR. lucky you.
i like late night talks. we tend to talk a lil too much! hahaha. yeah, this is the best part of staying over someone's else place. i hope there will be more chances like these to catch up with them sooon! ^^

i think i was classified as 'crazy' to my friends because of my cheerfulness and literally, craziness. hhahaha! i think its better this way. some people may freak out by my craziness but if you know me well hehehehe, you wont! :p just random thoughts!
P/S: sometimes, you laugh/smile doesn't you're happy.

HEH. HERE COME MY MARCH HOLIDAYS! WEEEEEEEEEE. 

toodles! :)