“Love. Easy word to spell. Easy word to say. Most people throw around the word “love” like it’s nothing. But it’s definitely something. It’s that “I can live without you, but I just don’t want to” kind of feeling that you get when you see that special someone. It’s more than romance, more than the exchange of sweet words. It’s the feeling of holding hands, soft kisses on the cheek, knowing that no matter what you’re going through in life, no matter how you’re feeling, that special someone will always be there to brighten your day, to know how to make you smile in their own special way. Don’t throw the word “love” around like it’s nothing, cause it’s everything. Never tell someone you love them when you don’t. Wait for that special someone, the one person that makes “love” what it is.

What hurts the most;

Okay, i got back my report book! (Like finally)
Those is red are my overall marks, beside the overall marks is the grade.

English Language - 56 (5)
Chinese - 61 (4)
Mathematics - 65 (3)
Science - 51 (5)
Geography - 57 (5)
History - 49 (U)
Literature - 48 (U)
Design & Technology - 69 (3)
Art - 52 (5)
Home Economics - 56 (5)

Total - 566/1000
Percentage - 56.6
Class position - 25/41
Level position - 70/120

My marks sucks! :-( But, lucky that i could be promoted to Secondary two NA! :-D

Today is the last day of school alrd! 70% happy, 30% sadd, i don't know where the 30% come from! But i was happy that i didn't have to wake up early to go for school. :-D Had spring cleaning today! I sweated alot!! Taking pails of water, but thanks Amelia!! She helped me take to the toilet to change water!! Which made almost her whole shirt wet, sorry. :-( Thanks the aunty for lending me the pails, giving me cloths(?) to clean the wall, tables, chairs! :-D

I had quitted my science tuition! But need to continue next year, seriously, i really have no interest in science, i just cannot concentrade in science, i hate science!! And the science tuition is at saturday!! Sometimes saturday want go out also cannot, need go for tuition!! Okay i'm happy right now!! No tuition tomorrow, school's out! Really thinking of what to do for the holidays.

CHAIQINYU CALLED ME TO POST THESE PICTURES!! Please do excuse my face! She mosaic her some of her faces! Okay you can see that i have funny hats, background, that was my first time playing webcam!! Omg it realy rocks! :-D I lovelovelove webcam!! And took some pictures using cameroid, will post them up one day alright. :-D

Silence is the most powerful cry.

Hi people, sorry for not posting for 2days! Hehe i bet everyone missed me right?! AHAH! Jokingggg. School is rather boring, one more day to holidays. Hoping to have interesting things to do during the holidays, by playing computer only can't entertain me. ): ENTERTAIN ME!!

Getting more and more bored at home, and nothing much to play on computer!! What i only do is Pet Society,  Cafe World, YoVille, FarmVille, that all!! Play finish then sian alr lor! Hais, why do i feel so bad these few days?! :( Sleeping in classes this few days too, teacher only show movies! I'm not interested in english movies! :( Sad sad sad! How many sad face i have in my post alrd? Three! :( Now four!! Why do i change so much!! I want back the happy me! :(

Oh yeah, tomorrow, going to lot one! With Qinyu they all! Huizhen performing yeah, jiayou okay! We go supork you! HAHA! :P Very long no see you alr, really miss you alot! By the way you look very pretty in your pictures, looking forward tmr to see chiobu!! *winks*

I miss my bitch, CHAIQINYU! :( We meeting almost everyday omg, she made my day everytime, lovedieyou la ok!! If she's not beside me, i don't know how will i become!! Thanks and ily!

What comes around goes around

Sisters never die? Sorry , this isn't true.

Bon voyage

To Jianxiong,
Heard that you're going to express for next year..
Really hope you could cope with it, it's actually a big jump(?)
In any time you're sad/angry, come to us, we'll cheer you up!
In this ten months, we had those hard times, funny times and happy times too.
And i hope.. you won't forget all these memories.
You're now in express, which means that you must be more serious in times already.
Cannot joke all the times already!! Must serious!! :D
Remember, crap family will always support you.
We still can have meetups, like when after school still can go out together isn't it?
You'll have new friends in express too.. you can't forget us and go out with them okay!!
And lastly, all the best.

Take a wild stab in the dark and realize that i love you

Hi, it has been days since i post one proper one. But i don't think today i have things to post. Life is just simply too, too bored.

My computer is now offcially spoiled!! I on the CPU, the screen says no signal. Checked the wires if it's properly plugged, and nothing was wrong. Tsk, i don't know what is the fucking problem with my computer.

My mother brought a laptop for me!! But she's not at work, she'll come back with laptop i hope. ^^ But, the laptop was meant to put in the living room and fuck, she don't allow me to put in my room. I just cannot have my own privacy. Freak. I hope the laptop won't be as laggy as the laptop which i'm using nowww.

School tomorrow, i seriously don't want to wake up in the morning for school kay, zz. But tomorrow will be the last week for school, which the holidays will come! Meetups please sisters! Hope i'll have a chance to go with crap family, but i wasn't allowed to go out places which are too far. :(

Watching 2012 with Qinyu and some boys(maybe) when the movie release! Ohmy! I cannot wait for it okay. :-( 12 november!! 12 november!! Why so longg!! :-(

I don't think i have anything to post anymore. :-(
Bye people!!

To Jieyu: Okay, i posted!

Can't wait!

2012 Official Movie Site

Wabiang eh! I want watch ley! 12 november!

Who will i run to

Hi people, life sucks to the max, i felt that i wasn't satisfied in anything i get, why, why must i be like this. I hate school to the max, really hate it.. But the holidays are coming, i really don't seem to be happy though. MY computer is now spoiled, but i still managed to on it, and that fucking annoying blue screen really pissed me off. In everything i do, i failed, i failed to be a good friend, i failed to be a good sister, i failed in even my studies, i regretted not studying for it. I just failed to be anything, i hate life, i really hate life. And i'm worried for next year, where i'll be secondary two, where piles of homeworks must be done, i am scared, i am really scared. I don't want to make my mother disappointed in me, she gave me tuitions, she spent many money on tuition for me, i don't want to waste her money. I'm just seriously lazy to study you know, but, this isn't the way for studying. How to continue in life, tell me, anyone please tell me.

Love game

Hello people.
Life's getting pathetic, isn't it?
Seriously, life's really boring though.
And fuck, i wasn't allowed to go out.
I want a new handphone!!
Hahaha pathetic, bored. Bye.

FML.

Hiiiiiii people. Seriously bored naooo.
Tomorrow is a public holiday, happy deepavali!
The holidays are coming.
And fuck, i wasn't allowed to go and work.
And i need $$$, arghh.
I am saving money for a new computer or a laptop, which is impossible for me to save.
So wanted to work in the holidays with Qinyu&Cindy.
But, wasn't allowed. .___.
Sianz! No moneyyy.

What to do tomorrow hur!
Cannot go out, only can rot at home playing computer.
I'm getting bored on playing com alrd can.
I bet, at november, my computer confirm will spoil one lor!
Today had blue screen, arghh.
My dec holidays will be veryveryvery bored!!

Nothing much to post though.
I just know that, i like to eat alotttttt.
Kaykay crappppp, byeeee.

Rotting like shit

• Grats Jieyu and Jiajun officially stead! Leonard, i know you're seeing this post, so, i want tell you that, they're now steading alrd, don't take false hopes le okay, no chance le la! Thick skin person, stop all your nonsense okie, grow uppp. By locking blog means that you're just scared that we see at yr blog, but i can confirm, for now, the posts is about Jieyu and Jiajun one. We can't look at yr blog, but you can look at us, haha, what a joke. I'll make sure you see my post, i won't lock my blog too, i'll let you see my posts, i know you'll be looking at my posts, so this part is for you, don't be such a coward, lock blog, lol, scared what? Hahah! And please, don't give me that "bueysong" face can! Haha, srsly, i'm the one who is more bueysong la k.
  

• Yaqi and Jianxiong third month! Grats! Must last long okie! Nuer give you the best blessings! Loveee! :D
  

•  Kahkeng, dont dwell bout the thingy alrd kay, i'm sure that you can find one better stead then her, she is at fault that she dumped you. And YES, i love your quotes.
  

Went lot one today!
Basically, only walk, walk walk!!
I spent all my money on.. FOOD. LOL.
Qinyu BULLY me when waiting for bus! )';!!!
Nothing much to elaborate, after going lot slacked with Cindy.
She snapshot me, grrr.

Emo right!! LOL!
Kayy ending here ah.

Breakdown,

Lazy to post today! Anyway, nothing special really happened today!
Going swimming tomorrow, looking forward!! I didn't go there before!! Excited!
And my swimming lessons ended! Quite sad k! Need to attend boring lessons in the future!

I flunk quite badly for my EOY!
But with some passes! Math, english, geography.
I failed my lit, science, chinese compo!
Good luck, Rachel.

Boom!

Like wow.
Swimming test tomorrow. Grrr i don't care, not gna take the tesssst. >;(
Planning to go Vivo tomorrow, i only gone there once. But too far!
TUITION TMR!!!!
I.HATE.IT.

Boredieme,

Hello people!
Didn't go school today, no paper.
And there's no school tomorrow, marking day.
Very bored at home, but rather at home then at school.
Can sleep late late, don't need wake early! Hahas.
Really addicted to 溏心风暴之家好月圆.
Yesterday, i saw the disc at IMM!
But it costs $80 plus, impossible for me it get it. :-(

I'm very bored nowadays.
Have nothing much to play.
Cafe World, Roller Coaster Kingdom, Pet Society, YoVille, Restaurant City.
Seriously, i played all! But still bored. :-(
But this afternoon i played a new game.
It's called Quiztastic!
Quite nice though.
But now getting bored cause no interesting quiz to take.

I'm really despo for going out!
But my mother doesn't allow me to. :-(
Not even Westmall can!
Stupid, getting real fucking bored at home.
Gonna bored to death kay.

Changing to new phone on November!
Which phone to choose huh!
Really don't know! Hehehe.
I hope my plan can be changed to student plan.
My mother go sign adult plan. -.-
No unlimited msg! Then over 500 msg there kp. -.-
Haiyooooo.

BORED,DIE,ME.
Byebyebyeee.

Without you all, life's better?

Hizxc!
Back to posting yeah.
Had art exam today, the final and last paper on 2009.
I spent almost 2 hours to do.
Slept for hour an hour, hehee.

Went to mac to eat after school.
Thanks Henry for the $3!
Eateateat~
Saw 188 already.
We RUSH to the bus stop!
Run run run! LOL!
Then heng! Caught the bus! ;)

Went to IMM after eating.
Walked walked walked~
Went Mini toons for about 3-4 times LOL.
Then outside Mini toons got a thingy which can make popcorn.
$2! Me and Elaine gave $1 each.

YES, this machine.
I warn everyone NOT TO BUY FROM THIS MACHINE!
Then popcorn came out tasteless and bitter. .___.

TAKE A LOOK, it's white, TOTALLY WHITE!
So i warn, people please dont use this to buy popcorn!

Then keep walking~ walking~
Getting bored, went to the third floor playground.

Yes, this playground, but this isn't what we played.
Played awhile more, the security guard came. -.-
He said student with uniform cannot play! Sad!

I brought a chicken chop, dk what issit called!
It's spicy, but still, nice!
Oh yeah! Saw mr feizal!
We called him, he didn't reply us!
Then i thought he didn't heard us!
But mdm nora there laughing.
Then i know he's faking, HAHA.
Went to the graden to eat the chicken!
Eat eat eat~ Mother called.
She called me to go home early, decided to walk more then go home.

Then continue walking!
Went to Daiso.
Saw some interesting thingys.

Isn't these cute! Haha!
Brought a handphone strap there, kinda like it. :O
When wanted to go home, went out of the building.
And saw that, IT'S RAINING BADLY!
Then Elaine say chiong ah!
Then she and Liangli go chiong, end up stop, stand in the rain there.
Cause she's thinking why me and adeline haven chiong to the bus top LOL.
Then me and Adeline keep laughing! LOL!
Then we four chiong to bus top, actually is just a short distance, but scared got wet only.
I am wet at the bus top! Grr..!!
They all took bus to Jurong int alr, i waiting for 188 myself.
Don't know why so long! :@
Finally 188 came, argh so many people.

Overall, today was okay, wet day, too!
Chiong for bus top two times! LOL!
First when going, wanted to chiong for bus.
Second is when it's raining!
HAHA! FUNFUN. XD
And finally the exams are over!
Can play already! Hahaha!
Byezxc!

True friends do exist,

It's a typical sunday today.
Rotting at home.
Haven bathe from yesterday. :\
Art: Left colour test to do.
Haven drew the backgrounds.
Busy busy busy.
Tomorrow will be the last paper of this year.
And holidays here i come!

Bye.

No mood to post for today, seriously..
I didn't knew all this can end so, so fast..

Updated my private.. (Y)

Bye/.

You're not me.

Sometimes i wonder, sometimes i really wonder.
Why you all always take me for granted.
Why you all just don't know how i feel
Why every word i say, you must shut me up with "diam".
You'll never ever know how i feel.

If you're being taken for granted, how will you feel?

Sweet thirdteen,

Happy birthday Jingxuan!
You're now officially thirdteen! You know i'll love you as my sister, friend, family! Hehehe. Sisters PBT! Sorry for past times when i made you angry.. Or make you hate me.. Hope you can forgive me! And i'm sorry that i couldn't join the wild wild wet trip with crap family! Really sorry! My mother said it's too far! -.=!! But, i'll hope you all will enjoy at there!

Back to posting,
Nothing much to post for today, went home early, got some reasons.
BYE.

I'm seriously lazy to post.
Geography exam tomorrow.
I'm still posting here, playing games. :O
Lazy lazy lazy ...
After geography i guess is math!
Scaredd~
I really don't want to revise for any subjects.
But .. I think i must revise at least a little.
Watched movie with Crap family today!
Sadly, some went homeee. ):
Watch the Meatballs thingy one.
Quite funny though, but Jingxuan&Jieyu said was very boring.
Maybe cartoons are not their type. Haha.

Then after that left me, Jieyu&Jingxuan 3 people.
Decided to go IMM as Jingxuan suggested.
Walked walked walked ...
Sian! Hehehe.

Went 112 awhile.
Then ate noodles, i haven eat from the morning!
Thanks Jieyu for the noodles, lovedieyou hahaha.
Decided to go 146 downstairs eat. :)
Then suddenly a cat came! Aiming our.. noodles.. -.-
I was the first to run LOL.
Finally got the cat away.
But it came again! Irritating. -.-
I eat finish alrd! Then left my noodles there haha.
Then went up playgourd eat.
Saw the cat eating my noodles. -.-

Then played dare or dare.
Jieyu mother called. Played awhile more, went home.
Overall, today was okay.

I thought we were best friends, i thought you really treated me as your friend, but i didn't thought that you're badmouthing me, really can't.. For the one last time, i will not annoy you anymore. If i had the 1dollar, i won't took it from you.. :(

Since, you hate me so much, so be it.. :'(

Byee.

Love you friends! (K)

Hello people!

Today is the offical mid-autumn festival!

Didn't saw the moon awww.

Anyway, went to out with Cindy, Qinyu, and Jiali today.

First, we bused to jurong library.

Like "wow", it was so biggg~

I only went there about once or twice only. :O

We went to the forth floor.

But.. there was no seat for us. -.-

We sat on the floor for awhile.

After that went to the children's room there.

It was smelly there, don't know what's that smell. :O

Then we study study study ...

and finally Qinyu dw to study anymore. -.-

Then sit MRT to lot 1.

Finally, we arrived at lot 1.

Went to the second floor i think.

Saw the.. idk how say, is like a ball, the person will turn turn the ball when cooking it.. LOL.

Me and Cindy make Jiali to buy for us.

Hehehe, i brought ham one, Cindy brought octupus one.

Brought alr, they say very nice.

But i don't think it's nice.. :X

Now thinking of it making me wanna puke.

Aaa, i don't like it. :\

After that went to the last floor.

Got a kids' tv room.

Went in, then the security guard came and chased us out. -.-

Sua. Then went the kid's play the place.

Then the security guard called me, call me to take out mu shoes. >;(!

But Qinyu they all don't know go where alrd, lol.

Went back the shopping center then saw them hehehe.

Then took 2 photos, i piggyback Qinyu hehehe.

But i look super retard + blur inside. x.x

Thanks Cindy for helping taking the photos. :)

Left about half hour to 2pm, went to the library.

The library is cold. :O

Then slack slack slack ...

Till about 2:05 like that.

Went to take 188 back to bukit batok.

Sms-ed Qidi to help me tell cher that i'll be late for tuition, thanks girlf! :)

Rushed up to tuition.

Blahblah, tuition was damn sianzxc.

Went out at about 8pm to meet Qinyu Cindy Jiali.

Just now played candles with Qinyu Cindy and Jiali. ^^

I couldn't find them at first.

I ask Qinyu till she dulan LOL.

She gave me Jiali's number to ask where she it.

Met up with Cindy and Jiali with those boys. -.-

Irritating boys. ._.

Kena scared by them a couple of times, tsk.

Went to peps outside, the void deck.

Then called Qinyu, she was a 164.

She came the void deck then we went to 164 together. :]

There was alot of people! :O

Saw mingjian.. -.- Wdf.

Then the boys played with fire.

May, Qinyu, Cindy and Jiali went a side to play candles.

The fire is getting bigger. ._.

Then got a aunty came to them.

Blahblah la. Then moved to another side.

Made words with candles.

Then wind keep making the fire gone.

So i sit at a place to make the wind don't make the fire gone. ^^

Damn chio when you make words with fire on top.

Bright bright one hehehe.

Mother called me to call me went home at 9.30pm.

Awww, very fast then 9.30pm alr!

After that, home sweet home hehehe.

Currently, i am addicted to Café World. :O

Quite nice one. :)

Oh yeah..

Sorry Jing.. Today cannot go out with you all..

I promise, next time holidays we have more outings kay. :)

-Crap family FTW. :)

Qinyu&Cindy, holidays also must have outing with me okay!

Hehehe love die you too, thanks for today. :)

It's about 12.44am alrd!

I started post this post at about 11.40pm like that. :O

So overall, i took one hour to post this post. :O

Okay i'll stop crapping from here. :)

Nights people.

EOY FTW.

Having exams these few days.
Just had my chinese exam today.
It really sucks, i was sleeping when i done the compo halfway.
I guess i need more sleep alrd.
Cannot wake up at morning. :(

Had english on thursday.
English was still okay.
I choose "Students should bring handphones to school" Do you agree? Explain. as my topic.
I wrote the good points & the bad points about it.
Qinyu said her teacher said there's a technic to answer this type of questions de.
And, most difficult to score.
Argh, damnn.

Stop looking at me, can you?
Do you realise, you rly changed a lot?
You thought you didn't but actually you did.
You think, from the start till now, how much you changed?
I thought that you're a very good father.
But i didn't knew, you're such a failure.
You think Jieyu flirt with boys.
If she rly did, i bwg.
But, you even jealous when she's with sisters.
You said that she neglected you because of sisters.
But, did you know, a sister can be more important then a lover?
You didn't even know anything and started saying her.
Anyway, i want to say is that stop looking at me.
So what if you sit beside me, you don't have the right to keep looking at me.
If you continue, watch out.
For the one last time, i hate you.


Exams days rocks, but seriously hate my seat.
Slacking with sisters these few days after exams.