PRELIM 2

hi hihhihiiiiii i'm back haha i've actually nothing much to post but i just wanna update this space! so uhm i've gotten back all of my prelim papers! and gna blog about my feeling for each subject! I've quite a lot to say hahahha

i'm glad to say i've improved (altho slightly) in most of the subjects! yes i failed my EL P2 but i think i fared relatively well in my P1! haha so my EL overall passed! but c6/c5 is not what i'm aiming for in Os! I'm aiming for a b3/a2! have been training my writing and it's quite stable now! right now what is of paramount importance is training myself in P2! seriously! i can't allow it to pull my EL grade down! JYJYJY to myself and my classmates!!! really hope we all can do well in Os and graduate to places we want to end up at!

i'm rather disappointed in my amath coz i've gotten a b3! i was aiming for an A for prelims because i really worked hard for amath! it's like every free lesson in school i'd just take out my amath tys or other school papers to do! and end result i still didn't get my A :( and the worst part was ms seah actually scoffed at me! she was like 'see la, read read read. now your amath like that" what the fuck? for fuck's sake i've spent most of my time doing amath and this was what she said to me. yes i admit i spent lots of time reading books in class, but that was like months before! i stopped reading like 2months ago because i wanted to spend time on my studies! after which i spent most ofmy time doing amath because she threw lots of other school papers to us! i still felt like i've neglected my sciences! and when she said that i was like !@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!$%&*$ WHAT IN THE FUCKERY WAS THAT BULLSHIT

as for humanities, i was really really glad for my history! i really made a comeback hahaha eh not being haolian but i'm just really really happy! when was the last time i've gotten a 40? my highest was 41 i think! sec 3 i think! i was so happy! ok but my SS pulled me down :( i could've gotten my a1 for humanities if i got 5 more marks for SS! but afterall i'm still satisfied! i've improved! my prelim 1 was horrendous, b4 i think! at least i've improved! also MUST REMIND MYSELF CONSTANTLY NOT TO BE COMPLACENT it kills manzxc! ok now i am more confident and i can feel the increased possibility of getting an a1 for Os

sciences! i've improved!!!!!!!! c5 in prelim 1 to b3 in prelim 2! ok it was because the physics paper was easy! but i still did not get a high mark for the paper! damn sad leh! i really thought the paper was easy but i still didn't get a good grade for the paper itself! and for chem the paper was fking hard! but surprisingly i've gotten a higher mark than physics! ok so i guess my strength is really at chem! have to really brush up my physics man! can't afford to let it pull down my combined science! overall i'm glad i've improvedddd :) must jyjyjyjyx1000 for Os a2 i can do it!!!!

fnn...speechless ok bye LOL

CL! i was so fucking demoralized and tired when i knew i had to retake my cl paper. so i didn't put in effort to study for my cl papers! but surprisingly (really surprised) i've gotten a really high mark for my compo! haha i think it was because my format and structure was correct! in Os i actually wrote in the wrong format!!!!!!! i think that was the reason why my As flew away from me T____T ok nvm i will jy for year end  paper! at least now i know where my mistakes are and i found my way to score high marks! so yes i'm more confident and motivated for CL now!


so to summarize i've improved! of course there is more areas i can improve on! it's the final lap to Os! so tiring but it'll be over very soon! haha i really must not be lazy anymore and start my revisions! esp for physics fnn and ss!OH AND MY EL I AM REALLY SCARED I'LL FAIL hehe ok ending here jy everybardi we will ace with hard work!

Things I should remind myself:
1. Do not be complacent
2. For EL, keep checking and checking for grammatical errors! Do be too caught up in trying to fit vocabulary words in. 
3. Keep on practicing amath!
4. Get all my concepts right for physics! Unsure? Circle up and ask teacher the next day!
5. Really have no idea how i can improve my fnn.. but just keep reading the textbook haha!! must apply common sense and know what my mother is doing in the kitchen
6. Aim high, don't just aim for a pass or B. You will then not be motivated to push yourself further!